think through alot of things during the mock exam jus now...as i walk back home and when i went down for my 3 rounds...
when i finished my 3 rounds...i came home...the tv was switched on and somethings caught my attention...in the show...the guy was saying to the gal...when someone brings u joy...he or she can bring u the same amount of pain...den the gal agreed and reply...becos the deeper u love...the more u hate...so...darling really care and loved mi....but hours ago...i walk off and told him tat i walk off bcos i feel like he hated mi...i'm sorry dar...
he was upset bcos lepoard can't change his spots...i promised him...but i broke the promise agn and agn...like wad i said b4...i was a gal who used to joke arnd wif gals...guys...whoever...but i noe i shouldn't now cause i'm attach...somehow subconsiously i went back to who i use to be...i hurt him...and yet i said he hated me...
whatever it is...its my fault...i disappointed him and broke his heart...i told him...til the dae i chgn...he can choose not to see mi...he told mi tat he didn't wan to see mi bcos he didn't wan to end up quarreling and scolding mi...so i hope tat the dae of [happily ever after] wil come soon...some ppl may ask...wads the point of being together when we quarrel agn and agn n agn... my answer is tat...the quarrel starts not bcos u wan to hurt tat person or u hate him/her...is bcos u care and u love...like wad the show said agn...for even if the joy is much much lesser den the pain...if u really love him/her...the joy wil wash away everything...
though we quarrel so much...i didn't regret o1 jan 2007...07.11am...i love u forever and ever and ever....never ending forever...zhut!!!...
Be with mi...
3:42 AM
LOving yOu
-`say yOu love mi