今天早上雨下得好大好大. 这场倾盆大雨不禁让我想起以前下大雨时我们共用一把伞, 你紧紧地抱着我, 不会让雨水落在我身上, 自己却半身都湿了.
我不知道这次我们又会吵多久, 也许你不会想我也不想再管我, 也许吵着吵着感情真的会变淡但我仍然那么爱你, 想你.
现在你就坐在外面但又好象离我好远好远.
Be with mi...
9:32 PM
i really duNNo wad i did to make u so angry...i am trying to find out...i really duNNo...u dUn wan sae i really duNNo...i onli can sit here making wild guesses every now and den...i really duNNo...i m stupid...i really am...after so long stil like tat...chance being given again and again...i upset u...i upset my mum...til my mum sae i MEI LIANG XIN todae...ya ya...i mei liang xin la k...i onli noe how to make the people who love mi disappointed and angry la k...and onli noe how to sae sorrie after tat la k...i m jus useless, stupid and mei liang xin la k...i dUn deserve any chance anymore...give up on mi ba everyone...i m HOPELESS!!!
Be with mi...
11:45 PM
BLehx...todae so sian...darling came to my hse this morning den go malaysia le...coming back tonite...so sian...wanna ask ppl go out de but rain jus now den i go slp den now so late le...duN wan go out liao...so stUpid....sian sian sian...nthing to do jiu study a bit ba...i mean do hmwk...i m so afraid tat i dUn do well in my o level...think i didn't do well for my chinese...haiz...nvm...fail jiu retake lo...cannot go jc jiu go poly lo...cannot go poly jiu retake next yr lo...olso wUn die...jia yOu ba....!!!!
Be with mi...
1:04 AM
LOving yOu
-`say yOu love mi