another happy dae wif my darling...he bought a ring for mi at couple lab for our 5th months anniversary...LOL...actually wanna buy after one year or so...but todae nothing to do...den i sae for fun onli and he really buy...look nice ar...we gonna wear them tomolo...so sweet rite...ha ha...
thanks dar...i love u forever and ever...muacks!!!
Be with mi...
5:12 AM
todae is a happy day...ha ha...slepp til 12 like tat den wake up lei...den erms...arnd 2 plus go meet my dar at cp lo...LOL...my turtle got yellow hair...gold hair?...wadever u call tat colour lo...ha ha...its nice...but frm far loOk like no hair...LOL...den meet our er zi...jill, sg, manfred, jun ming...and err...oya...chong ee...but hor later chong ee go pao D den the rest of us go watch spiddy 3 ...nice show...err...Ok la...a bit wan sleep...cos i not those kind of ppl who appreciate action movie...ha ha...after the movie we go makan den den...errr....the rest dosen't matter cos not i playing....i sit?...err...more like stand there disturbing my darLing cos nthing to do ma...so bored...ha ha...den he send mi home den go home le lor...reach home at 9 plus...ha ha...
wad a nice dae...i like it tis way...no quarrel...and wif my frens and most importantly u by my side...so nice...so sweet...ha ha...muacks!!!...and oya...todae everything olso my dar pay de....i nv spent any money...paisei ar darLing...
Be with mi...
7:46 AM
只 要 你 一 离 开 我 的 视 线 我 就 会 开 始 想 你. 每 天 每 刻 都 想 着 你, 爱 着 你.
因 为 你 笑 而 笑, 因 为 你 伤 心 而 伤 心. 你 受 伤, 我 会 心 痛. 我 要 永 远 陪 伴 着 你, 陪 你 渡 过 人 生 的 每 一 个 酸 甜 苦 辣. 在 你 伤 心 时 当 你 模 掉 眼 泪 的 纸 巾, 在 你 生 气 时 当 你 的 出 气 筒, 在 你 受 伤 时 当 你 的 万 能 药, 在 你 开 心 时 陪 你 笑. 只 要 你 不 闲 弃, 我 会 一 辈 子 跟 着 你.
Be with mi...
5:00 AM
yst after my last paper...i went home...bath den slack awhile den go out play badminton in sport hall with darling,sg,milfed,manfred,zhu ming and kenneth...i play awhile onli cos i feel veri sleepy so dUn feel like playing lo...den after tat pei darling go home...he go home bath...den i sae i hungry hor...he made bread for mi lei...so sweet rite...he sae he first tym make bread lei...ha ha...
den spent the rest of the dae at my hse watch tv...bLehx...
now i m at home...nthing to do...waiting for darling call mi...he wif his fren now...i olso duNNo whr are they so jus wait lo...
Be with mi...
8:15 PM
blogging agn...now is really bad mood...
wad is wrong wif mi?...can anyone pls giv mi an answer...
why i m so useless?...i jus fail in wadever i do...everything...
i m not a good girlfren...i m not a good daughter...i m not a good sister...i m not a good fren...i m not a good student...just who the hell am i...live in tis world for wad fuck...might as well go die...i m only wasting oxygen and producing more carbon dioxide...and u noe wad is the stupiest and funni thing abt mi....i am too hump to kill myself...
so sian...can someone come and kill mi...i wil sign a contract wif u...jus tel the police is i wan u kill mi de....
[[ after being wif u for such a long tym...i stil dUn understand u...how useless i m...dUn understand jiu suan le...stil everytym upset u and hurt u...i m jus a total failure in life...
maybe u think wad i sae todae are jus craps...but i am veri sure...they come frm the bottom of my heart...
i love u...no one can replace u in mi...
i dUn wanna let u go...and i dUn wanna noe wad i wil be like without u by my side....
but...i jus wan u to be happy...this is the onli thing i hope and pray for...
i promise to stay wif u forever...and i wil...u are the first and last man tat i wil make this promise to...love u forever and ever darling...]]
Be with mi...
8:05 AM
so sian...todae i so sian...ppl who noe mi well enuff, i onli blog when i am in super good or bad mood....
but erms...todae not bad mood la...jus sian lo...cos exam exam exam...and think i'm going to fail all of them again...den see my darling...everyday look so tired...haiz...XIN TONG LEI...
todae after sch darling and his frens came outside school w8 for mi...den jill olso tag along....later er zhi join us in CP... den eat le...blah blah blah....den er zhi and jill went home...den left mi, darling and his two frens...i dUnno the two of them so i m kinda out and kept my mouth shut for the whole dae... err...its ok but jus feel a bit weird weird lo...keep quiet for so long...veri not mi...ha ha...den at 3 plus...they sent mi home and went to work cos their exam end le...so good la...came home bath and slept til now...like shit...haven't study...nvm there is always nite time...err...so tomolo i wil b sleepy again but its ok...tomolo is fri...can take a break...
lastly...darling...sleep more....rest more k...no matter u wan sae mi auntie, fat or wadever...jus take good care of urself...cos see u like tat make mi veri sian...muacks!!!...love u 1314...oya tat dae 1314 is 4d de first prize...LOL...
Be with mi...
4:00 AM
1 may 2007...4 mths le...wad i wanna sae is...
darling...i noe i m veri naggy and fan...
i noe i m close to guys...
i noe i m childish at times...
i m sorry for who i m...
thanks for tolerating mi...
i m veri happy being wif u...
thanks for bringing mi laughter and cheering mi up when i m down...
thanks for being by my side when i nid u...
thanks dar...
i love u...and onli u....forever...
Be with mi...
5:36 AM
LOving yOu
-`say yOu love mi